A moment of contemplation...

I had already started a different post today, but decided not to publish it. Enough with the complaints of my current employment situation! I am tired of writing about it so I am sure you all are tired of hearing about it (if there is anyone who really reads this). I started it while I was at work, so in case it ends up being published, that is my disclaimer, I wrote AT work:). Work aside, things are OK right now, I would say that I am not unhappy, maybe even content - but I can't completely say that I feel fulfilled. I think about all the areas in my life - my career, my love life, my personal space, my health, my friends, my accomplishments and my attempts at exploring new things. I feel that in many of these areas there is something else that I want or that I am looking for. I feel that I should be doing something different but the struggle right now is to get to it. I know it is all up to me, but as I said...it's the struggle. What I wonder, is there ever a time when I would be completely satisfied, completely fulfilled? It seems that if that were to happen, I wouldn't have anything to strive for. But I guess that's the difference between being just being content with the status quo and seeking fulfillment.